When you take a risk, you feel it. You feel the anxiety. You feel the fear. You know something could go bad. But you take the risk because it could go well. Which means you feel something more than fear and anxiety: You feel hope. You hope the bad thing doesn’t happen. You hope the good thing does. You hope it goes well. Hope and fear are the two sides of taking risks. But when you’re a spy, you don’t want either one. You don’t want fear, because fear will slow you down. And